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| I don't know where my mind is at right now. I can't wait for school to come around and help me straighten things out. Especially with certain people, but mostly my mind. I'm starting to regret letting some people go, but at the same time, not. I don't know anymore... I just need to figure out where I'm goin in life. But, I can't wait to move and I hope I get that one place. We put offers fo so many other places and all of them were bought out. >_< we put 30k more than the offer price so we better get it. I'm gonna be pissed if we don't! I just wanna move away. But I'm not gonna leave my friends :3 just don't like my neighborhood or this apartment I'm in. Hopefully my mind will be straightened out after the first couple days of school. I need a place to escape from myself.
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| As summer nears its end, so does the heat (kinda). But sadly, so does the excitement and the freedom. This already sounds boring... DX School starts soon, and believe it or not, I'm excited. I actually want to go to school. I had so many plans for the summer that got trashed and replaced by other (better?) plans. I found out things that I didn't want to know until later, but of course, its nothing bad or hurtful. I haven't really been eating and I fail at playing music. I can't wait to move and well, I'm pissed off now. Bleh, this is getting boring, so I'm gonna stop right here. Goodbye all!
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| I feel like the good things in my life right now won't last... Like, well, I feel like along with meeting a few good friends this year, I've lost so many in the past couple years. That... makes me sad. I mean, its like... they don't really know me, but they're still my friends. Then, when they do get to really know me and we become closer, something pushes them away and I never know what it is... But hey, what can I do? Nothing, that's what. But I get to hang out with people tomorrow, so I'm happy :D But I really can't wait until school starts up again. Though, you might know about the construction. Well, obviously you would... That pisses me off. I hope they at least have maps or something... But I got a haircut, so I feel okay for now... I'm missing people too much... Still wanting my camera, but oh well...
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| Summer update thing.
Well, as you shall learn, I am gong to warped tour next weekend! I'm so excited because I get to see All Time Low play there! As well as Escape the Fate, Forever The Sickest Kids and Silverstein. So many other bands, too, but those are the ones I am for sure seeing. I'm also getting my hair cut! Its been a while since my last haircut and its pissing me off. Bleh, I want a new camera... but nuuuuu, I don't get one now because I need a car instead... I'd rather have a camera... Oh, well. Either way, its gonna be a while until I get either one.
On another note, I got to spend lots of time away from home. Crashing at friends' houses is fun... Better than any other summer I've had. Found lots of great music and actually got to hang out with people. Although, I haven't talked to a certain someone in a while and I miss them. I'll see them soon enough, though. What with school starting up again. Its gonna be hell trying to find my way through all the construction, though. They better have maps... I miss everyone and can't wait to see them... It makes me sad thinking about it. This year, I'm gonna actually try and succeed instead of aimlessly succeeding because that's starting to fail... I need to actually retain the information... last year is a blur to me now. Well, except hangin with my friends, but that's not-so-important when it comes to school work I suppose. I don't even REALLY know a lot of them, but hey, gives me a chance to build better friendships, because they are all nice and caring. Especially this one person, but that's... for me to not tell you.
Random question time! Do I have an accent? I do whenever I want to! meh heh heh heh
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